live your life

sometimes all you need is a little time to be alone. to stop doing what you are doing now. to just sit and observe. to see how happy they are while you are not around and wondering why you can't be like them. it's like you are force to face the truth everyday, when you know the truth is hurting.

walking alone on the street. watching people behaviour. watching people happy. took a bus. and listened to the love songs played in the bus. nothing is more pathetic than this.

i close my eyes and pretend is all a bad dream. pretend to be happy. pretend like nothing happen. pretend like it is nothing to do with me. the more i pretend, the more it hurts. but it's the only choice i have.  

alone in your world is not actually you are being alone. Allah is always there for you. He knows you the best. He knows what's in your heart. just have faith in Him. put your trust in Him. He will never disappoint you. He may not give what you want, but He will give better than you wish. 

away from the world you live. and create your own world.

where there's only you and Allah.

you will find the peace you've been looking for.

and that's what i'm doing now.

i just want to be alone.

don't be sad. Allah is always with you.